F-word in Life

You’re trapped in a room for 3 days with your nasty ex, what do you do?
- Kill her dead.

You’re stuck on an elevator with the person you’ve fallen the hardest for, what happens?
- I rape them. Violently... dream on!

The celebrity you love the most offers to marry you, as long as you don’t talk to any of your current friends or family members anymore. Do you marry them?
- I’d probably consider it for about 10 seconds then politely decline and try to talk them around into marrying me anyways.

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
- Tell them to leave. Get out. Go. Never darken my door again.

If you ever want live to see another day, you’re forced to snort cocaine. Do you do it?
- Err, yeah. But knowing my luck I’d have a heart attack and die thanks to the coke.

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
- Yeah def….& I’d kill Jigsaw too, cos’ I’m F-wordin’ badass.

When is the last time you were in a photobooth taking pictures with friend?
- When I was very very young.

Who’s the last person you had a sleepover with?
- Me and myself.

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
- I do it all the time.

Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can’t even stand it?
- Yes, and no matter how many times I tell them to not talk to me, they insist on doing so.

On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
- In general, nothing. Lately, my dad.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
- Yes.

Who was the last guy you talked to?
- Andy the fat boy... my friend

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
- No.

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
- Yes

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- Kinda, I’d rather they didn’t.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?
- I like to think I have, probably not though.

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
- Quite a few.

What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
- Nothing, anymore.

What friend do you tell the most?
- These questions lack all the basic fundamentals of correct Grammar.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- My mum

Wheres the weirdest place you’ve changed clothes?
- In the middle of the street… moronic question

Are you going anywhere next summer?
- Yes.

Are you waiting for anyone to call right now?
- Noooooope.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
- Nope, more like I want her ass on a spike.

Are you shy?
- Nope.

Are you talkative?
- When I want to be.

Do you secretly like someone?
- Secretly? I think it’s pretty obvious.

Do you announce when you have to pee?
- Yep, just to make other people feel uncomfortable.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- My mum…..running theme here.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- I am the master.

How is life going for you right now?
- Pretty shit.

Do you trust people easily?
- I trust NO ONE.

Do you give out second chances easily?
- Nope.

Do you smile a lot?
- Depends. I don’t walk around with a big cheesy grin on my face if thats what you mean.

One thing you’re looking forward to?
- Sleeping tonight.

How do you feel about change?
- Change is good. I love Change.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
- Yup. Lots and lots and lots.

Last time you got a text message and smiled?
- About a minute ago,

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
- Tut, course I have. I’m hilarious.

Are you happy?
- Not really,

Will you kiss the person you last kissed again?
- Yes. With a F-wording baseball bat.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
- Yes, once…and once only.

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
- Depends who it is. Most people annoy the hell out of me.

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
- Probably not.

First person to text today?
- My friend….quelle suprise

The person you’re in love with moves across the world, what do you do?
- Move with them.

Any other ‘F-wording question’?

About Perception and Reality

Well, I copied this note from my old blog -- (March 2009) This early morning, I dig considering what our collective thought energy can create. It’s the type of thing that’s worth contemplation free of that very energy.

I’m no better or worse than anyone else. I’m not interested in being right making anyone else wrong or vice versa.

One of the manifestations of that thought energy is the saying: Perception is reality. If you are reading this I’m not suggesting that you subscribe to this. We’d probably agree, however, that regardless of your subscriber status, said publication is doing very well in terms of circulation!

Perception, for me, is the way I’m viewed by everyone other than me, usually decided by actions, deeds, thoughts, etc. to them or anyone else.

For me, energy invested into shifting perceptions of me is fruitless. However, to myopically walk on my path without listening or observing is just the opposite (meaning I’m investing energy into NOT shifting others perceptions…oy) is just as fruitless.

In either of the above cases, I have decided to become a subscriber to my reality being driven by what I call perception.

Everything is always changing, including the way people think about and do things that they encounter in their lives often in the context of what they already have experienced. And nothing is more tiring to consider than having to consider how to appear loving based on what loving means at that period of time. It doesn’t mean that I don’t educate myself I just don’t educate myself on what others consider to be ok based on what’s out there for them.

What that adds up to for me is I am attentive to my body when I am speaking with anyone. If I tense up based on what they are saying or doing, it’s a good sign that I have to consider why I feel disconnected from my source.

The first time I look to them in any way to help my shoulders relax, I’m in trouble. Now, I’ve created a relationship where I look to them for the approval that deceptively feels connecting. In addition I’ve created a future that will have that issue be egg shell city.

I am independent of the opinion of others about me. It doesn’t mean that I don’t listen….well I should say it doesn’t mean that I eventually won’t listen (yes, sometimes that sneaky ego gets in the way)….it just means that I won’t that I won’t be held hostage by what they are saying by defending myself or creating a plan that will demonstrate to them that I now am what they believe I should be.

I will try to explain what I do or say in different ways as well as share my intention.

I am blessed because I know that inside of that I am sharing my truth. My truth has no need to fret about matching up with a reality based on the perceptions of someone whose truth I’ll never know and who will never know mine.

Ironically, our truths can connect…when our minds are silent in space and we are attentive, or suppose when we die and are, I guess, with our arm lights around each other’s shoulders laughing hysterically in the universe chatting about the one time when we got in this big dispute that ultimately means nothing….that sounds like a cool reality to me.

Next question: Who am I?